Thursday, March 18, 2010

Prayer Journey

My prayer journey began when I was 8 years old.  The night a man named Richard came into my life and told me about Jesus Christ.  My mom had become a Christian several months before this night but I refused to go to church with her.  Refused to have anything to do with Jesus.  Would not listen.  But this night...funny, I don't remember the specifics, but I know I was broken.  My father had walked out, my world was upside down.  I became the only kid in my class with divorced parents.  My father was my rock.  He was who I leaned on when I was sad, the man I would go to to carry me when I was tired or hurt.  And then he left.  And there was a huge hole.
Finally, on that night I was willing to listen and to pray. To accept Jesus as my Savior.  My Father.  Someone who would never leave or forsake me. 
That was my first prayer.  And I believe back then, I prayed a lot.  I prayed my dad would come home, I prayed my dad would become a believer.  It didn't happen. 
I am not sure if that has affected my prayer life.  Somehow, it seems like it would have.  But I still believed and continue to believe in the power of prayer.  And yet, I have not been consistent with it.  But I am working on it and am going to blog about my prayer journey.  That's the beginning...stay tuned.

1 comment:

martag said...

Thanks for sharing! Being consistent in our prayer life is something I think we probably all struggle with, I know I do. I do great in spurts and then "get busy" and forget, then I think, how in the world can I forget to take a moment and just say thank you! But I do. I have a great Bible Study book on prayer and the Lord's prayer. I enjoyed that book a lot... just if you are interested!