Today is a day that is hard. Hard to not think about the future and what that means. I have lived my life looking forward to the future. It so often has good things coming. Like in a couple of weeks I get to go back to Philadelphia and watch a good friend get married. We are talking about a trip to Hawaii in the future. Soccer ends soon, that is kind of nice. My daughter has her first piano recital in 2 weeks....
But then I start thinking about 6 months from now, a year from now...and my heart starts squeezing and the tears start coming because my mom is dying. My mom has cancer and I don't know if she will be here then. If she will be here when the sun starts shining again in Oregon, when my daughter graduates from kindergarten, to watch my son play soccer again next year, or watch the kids play in a pool.
My mom has cancer and it hurts so much sometimes that I can hardly breathe.
Saturday, October 27, 2012
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